After a great deal of pain and healing I still love her and would like to see it he possibility exists for a reconciliation ,however Im very skeptical and quite clearly anxiouse ....never the less i am drwan to the possibility desoiteb the horrible errors that were committed

I heartly agree. As I always do. (With Elves).

I am wide awake and not at all confused.

I have nothing better to do than to fill up the boards in this place.

I do have better stuff to do, I just choose not to do it as a selfless sacrifice to the common good